The price of having fun..

Its been a while since i last updated.. understandably so..now i got something stuck in my head la.. having fun.. am i allowed to do that at this age.. coz somehow i feel that i gotta be financially responsible for whatever kind of fun that i choose to dwell in or sink my feet in... i might wanna go overseas for exchange, i might i wanna go overseas for a holiday.. i might wanna go hiking..go to JB or just hang out at a local club or pub and enjoy a game or two.. but at the end of the day.. its abt enjoyin life with ur parents's money.. ok la not entirely all la... coz i have indeed worked a bit and got a bit of money from the NS.. but still just the fact that doing all that forms of leisure or recreation is just sappin away at ur parents resources... and i am no longer a teen whereby i should not be careful with my actions and money.. I used to think money was never an issue when i was younger.. Now i think.. Money is always an issue.. coz its hard work to earn money... and to just spend it off like that..

thats why at times i feel that i am not entitled to have fun.. if i wanna stay in my family home.. i gotta work and contribute to the family fund.. i need to be responsible for my actions.. somehow or another... money is a very impt ingredient in this world.. it makes a lot of things move... but still family overpowers money.. yet money can bring a lot of good things as well.. I just feel that right now..i should not even think of chilling out and partyin away.. coz u gotta be accounted for all ur actions.. whats the point of partyin away all ur parents resources... its a waste of time and effort.. Econs has given me a technical perspective of things that i already know.. So i figure from now on i do things with my future at the back of my mind.. now is no time to enjoy and smell the aroma of alcohol and tobacco.. Work is crucial... But i dont call it work... I call it living.. Working is part of living... Living is not working...Aiyah... Back to work for now.. having fun is for later as always.. lets see how it goes...