August 28, 2005

Basic Mp Course Starts and in a good mood..

Haha.. Looks like i am in for 7 weeks of regimentation and tough training..They say it will be 70percent done in the lecture theatre coz there is alot of lessons to be taught.. So lets see.. But there is some interestin things to be learnt on what it means to be an MP.. Being courteous, diplomatic in ur speech with other military personnel is impt.. Oh well.. So far one thing that has changed is that there is no time to have a proper nap coz barely a few mins of rest after lunch and cant sleep on the bed.. So need to sacrifice and leave it to the night.. oh well... Just have to live each day by the meal..once again like in BMT.. haha..Lets see..
GUess that it will take a fewdays to get used to it.. But for now i will be missin the MAN U vs NEwcastle match.. I predict Man U to win by a goal to nil.. lets see what happens..Oh well..Lets see whether i can go thru a week of regimentation so far i have only experienced 2 days.. time will tell and i will glide thru...Lets see lets see.. If man can cook so can manish..

August 24, 2005

Day of preparation...

Today is the last day of so called freedom before i finally become a trainee as i begin a 8 week course startin tml.. it promises to maximises everysingle moment in camp and it will tire me physically and mentally.. it promises to bring our egos and pride to the scum of the earth.. its abt time that we behave like trainees.. The SOP(sch of provost) instructors cant wait to touch us.. they must be sharpenin their knives to go in for the kill the minute the sun rises tml.. we, trainees shall be expectin a tough and strenous 8 weeks.. before that.. changes need to be made..necessary in order not to get fucked..
Went for a haircut... coz trainees dont keep long hair.. so had to clean bowl all the hair on my head except for the short strands...got photos of my new fresh look at a cost of 7 bucks.. expensive yet necessary.. Oh well.. goin to book in tonight.. Its time to stare fear in the eye and say HI...
Guess what.. Lpool lost one nil.. their first lost in the champions league qualifyin rounds and i predict more to come.. haha.. just love tauntin them.. they are the perennial underachievers..ok.. not that man u are that far off in these past few seasons..haha.. and they are the european champions.. Today is the day.. that Mr ALAn Smith will show that he is capable of replacin the great ROY keane.. he shares the same fire and tenacity to fight it out on the centre of the midfield.. My only fear now is that if with the current 4-3-3 formation with Ruud leadin the attackin aspect.. what will happen if we lose RUUd.. who is goin to sit in the penalty box and score all the poacher like goals.. Rooney can do it but it will a waste of talent..U know what.. Smith can do that.. Rooney cant coz it isnt in his blood to just tap in goals.. He needs to be in the heart of the action and creatin goals rather than be at the finishin end of moves.. We will see.. So i guess when Ruud is out.. ManU will revert to a 4-4-2.. with the same back line and centre midfield be that smith or roy or paul or fletcher.. with the park or giggs or ronaldo on the wings.. But the two centre forwards will be rooney and ROSSI.. the italian left legged striker.. he has proven himself to be quite a handful.. or we can wait for SAHa to come back and unleash his pace and shot power.. we will have to wait i guess.. In the meantime. Right now.. TOtenham and Chelsea seem to be ridin high on victories.. with MAN city likely to spring a few surprises.. and my Man U to be among the top there fightin it out.. while Arsenal and Lpool try to tweak their playin style to suit their squads.. We will see..
Oh well.. I guess we just have to see how they change and tweak their squads.. The latest thing abt chelsea is that they bought a 24.4million pounds Squad player!! Basic course startin and its time i prepare myself mentally and physically.. Hope to do it once and do it good. Adios.

Self-appraisal

There he goes again..That grumpy yet killer look leaves many breathless.... Posted by Picasa

August 23, 2005

Sentosa getaway..

WOw... its tuesday.. alot of things happenened durin the past few days.. Firstly, ManU won one nil.. Thanks for the support and the unbridled motivation by all of u liverpool and newcastle fans.. i know that u are livin ur clubs dreams thru us... haha.. Come on.. Draw nil nil to West Brom!! and win one nil to some club by a freakin free kick.. Seriously Lpool, its time to come out of ur hole and smell the air.. Slaughterin season is comin up for u guys. haha..Pls prove me wrong.. Man U needs a challenge this season from this two teams..We did the double over u all last season..Haha.. Its time to stand up and show ur balls to the world that u are anEPL team..boro wont be far off.. though..
Strange things happen.. Monday went for chalet with my ex buddy, joey the scholarly great.. haha.. its ok.. to call him that coz he has a right to that nickname..and he is out to prove pple wrong that scholars are not a bunch of bookworms.. there is more than meets the eye to these guys.Other guys from the other bunks came as well.. A group of abt ten guys.. Two PIA buddies,Yong and ah xiang, soccer gossipers, shah and matthias,kk,baby,greg"chui"... Went to play beach soccer.. U know what..Quite disappointed with what i had to offer as beach soccer player eventhough we were playing just for the fun of it but stilll...my touches were poor and off the ball movement was slack.. haha..I must say.. at this moment.. Street soccer stands out at my forte followed by field and ....haha..Real poor..Gotta chance to see "chaboh"as they say.. some were hot, some were not.. some were just there.. But girls do look good tryin to wear clothes that portray their good features and hide their bad ones..haha.After that went to watch the fountain show with BK meal in hand.. then went back to chalet..After goin for so many chalets with all my classses, still dont know how to play all that card games.. i wonder why, prob no interest.. oh well.. had a good sleep in a small room.Friends were quite amused with my reflexes when i am awaken from my sleep..its a matter of bein on guard when someone touches or u hear anythin..haha..
All in all.. sentosa was fun.. get to hang out and see girls.. had fun and got a tan.. the company is quite impt.. good to see we shared good vibes...Time well spent..

August 18, 2005

Thursday the great

Today was a different day... Had to go to Changi Naval Base to take part in a swimmin meet organized by my camp.. It was part of the cohesion day theme.. But in the end. due to the lightnin and unforseen circumstances.. it became an indoor event.. Although, i think the indoor event is indeed more fun.. Had a few laughs.. there was this event.. a guy had to move in a circular motion with one end of an umbrella to his forehead and the other end on the floor.. after that.. they had to sprint back or do skipping.. imagine the number of comical moments it produced.. haha.. Runnin back sideways coz the mind cant think straight.. doing skippin sideways and fallin to the floor.. this were just some of the consequences of gettin dizzy. Oh well.. at night gone to the SAFPU anniversary.. quite interestin and fun.. gotta see my instructors to be gettin drunk on beer.. oh man.. i always wonder why pple like to drink beer or smoke.. i cant stand the taste of beer and the smell of cigarette smoke.. Maybe its like studyin.. no one likes all the hardwork put inside but they enjoy the benefits later on.. haha Oh well.. went home around 11pm..it was at orchid country club of all places.. haha in yishun.. oh well... why did they have to be so cruel to us eastlanders.. why!! why!! no ah.. its part of the plan.. haha.. Lookin forward to this weekend's fixtures.. lets see what happens..i think man u will win by at least two goals and dont concede any.. liverpool to be overdependent on gerrard and arsenal to win by a goal to nil.. lets see what happens

August 17, 2005

FunTimes are over..almost..

Haha..Goin to start my MP basic course next thus man.. Things are goin to be much different when that course starts.. in fact.. things have started to be diff.. For one thing, i have changed bunk and the pple.. It doesnt help that i have a few pple that i dont know and also some who are very forthcomin in their approach to the pple around them.. But its ok.. In life.. U are bound to meet pple who dont always agree with what u do, what u say or act or talk or move.. Opinions are a right of the fellow individual.. More importantly, we gotta compromise and accept each other for whoever they are and for what they are.. Respect them for who they are.. Life is tremedously exciting.. Its all in the mind man.. I cant say this anymore simpler.. Life is Fun.. Fun is how u decipher it.. Well, i will get to know within the next few weeks to come what it means to compromise and come to a common point of agreement.. I have compromised before. And it has brought abt dividends.. it should be the same now.. Be it bulldogs or hippotamus.. Haha.. Life is unique.. In the sense that u have a choice to choose what u wanna make out of it.. Choose to do good or choose to lose.. There are many choices.U just have to make different choices at the different stations in ur life.Choice.

August 16, 2005

Tueday Nite..

Oh well..the nite is here for me to ponder.. Tml I embark on our first stage of Mp Basic course..How? By shiftin bunks.. coz its a no-brainer.. from the 4th floor to the 5th floor.. i wonder why..can someone tell me..Rumours.. are that the 2 female coursemates from Brunei are to take the 4th floor so that means to protect the modesty and safety of those two ladies.. 113 of us have to go up one floor.. no ah.. maybe because they think we are to accustomed to our current bunks and our bunkmates..spent 5months there.. I think its best they do a change to the environment they will be shufflin the personnel within the bunk as well.. oh well.. Haha.. Joey was tellin me abt one the seargants thinks that we are condoms or rather prostitutes.. The company in charge of Saf day and NDp uses us to the max then throws us away once they are done with it.. Now its the School turn to make use of us.. So basically we are goin to get laid again i guess... No choice.. We are not regulars.. We are fkin trainees only that we are skilled and experienced trainees.. We know what to expect.. So lets see what happens.. Thats my army story for now. An Mp trainee. Why is it that some pple love to live the high life.. Spend alot, think highly of themselves and portray i am the best attitude and there is a high chance know that within a moment their world can come tumbling down.. Why not live a simple humble life.. once in a while treatin urself to a little luxury or treat.. I mean cant we all be humble and not be so arrogant and boastful with our mannerisms and speech.. but u know what.. this is what i like about humans..U get to meet pple with different personalities.. and i usually like to play with their emotions and attack them sarcastically.. I do believe that silent and soft sarcasm is one of the best ways to battle incompetent sour grapes.. what else better to do than to make them feel stupid and dumb.. i dont know but such pple neeed to be put in their place.. oh well.. it takes practice and time.. Time will telll.. Good nite

August 14, 2005

The Suspense of Soccer..

I dont know why.. But i have played quite a few sports in my short life.. But Soccer stands out as the only game that i truly enjoy playin anytime anywhere.. why.. its an addiction..a drug that i cant get rid off.. a birthmark that will stay with me forever.. Aiyah.. Gettin the ball.. Havin to do wonders with it.. Passin, dribblin with it and then fallin down before takin a shot and then gettin up and start all over again.. Haha.. My neighbours.. a pair of brothers who have grown up playin soccer with me.. tell me of the fun times we had when we were younger at the different fields in our neighbourhood.. There was this time.. where he did a pair of stepovers before scorin.. Then he thought i could not emulate it.. but then u know what i did.. I did at least ten stepovers and i was on the way to the ground before nickin the ball into the goal.. Haha.. he still remembers the goal.. I dont know why.. It tests ur imagination, creativity and mental strength and physical aspect to do wonders with the ball.. Whenever i get the balls, its like refuellin my belief that i can do somethin with it before passin the ball to someone else.. its a chance to express myself.. SO i do what i think i can do best.. Dribble and shoot.. But u know what. SOccer is not that easy.. mind u.. its tougher than doin a maths exam or talkin to ur gf.. coz u need patience, balls, and alot of self-confidence to use the ball the way u want it to move.. Haha.. Remember the times all the way from pri 2.. playin in so many fields in my neighbourhood.. gettin chased by the police and green rangers... hittin pple in the face.. outsiders who are just walkin or runnin getttin whacked by the ball and havin to apologize to them.. Havin to explain to the police that soccer is not a crime.. why dont u damn let us play man.. LEt US play and dont bleady disturb us.. But i think now our soccer field will be fixed for a few years.. coz its a concrete space and its ideal for my type of soccer.. Futsal or street soccer style.. Haha.. I love draggin the ball and keep on testin myself.. Its like a challenge to me to prove that i can outwit the useless opponents.. Its all in the mind.. Thats why i say.. if not for soccer and my indian and some western music. I will be one stressed up human.. Soccer relaxes my body and makes me stronger mentally.. It teaches ur conscience to accept defeat and fight on.. it teaches u to not give up and keep on tryin until u persevere..What can i say.. The suspense of soccer and me.. The ball is in the mind of the player.. Play with it and enjoy it..

Spot on.. Man U alert.

Haha.. Guess What.. Man U won.. It was a highly assurin performance that i haven seen in last few games of last season and in the FA Cup final.. Why do i say that.. Alot of energy and enthusiasm.. Mr Park did well man... he showed that he was a fighter and was willin to run down players.. Rooney was on cloud nine.. Thinkin that he owned the attackin aspect of ManU.. what can i say man.. if u have the courage and finesse then do it.. Ruud was on goalscorin mode.. O shea played a tough and tirin game.. did alot of runnin up and down the left flank.. Keane was as usual.. I seriously believe that its time for him to step down when it comes to games like this.. Let other fellows like SMITH and fletcher to take charge.. I mean u are 34 and u wanna play.. Whenever Keane plays..U know u are goin to get 101percent so why not save him for the big games..and save him from a few yellow cards.. Fletcher was power man.. The defence with Van Der SAr did well enough to not concede but still not good enough to handle high balls.. it will take time man.. maybe one more game and they should fine tune their frequency.. haha. yeah rite..COme on man.. I can hear things comin from the other camps.. What is that.. Nah.. Time will tell.. But u know what.. Lpool played one hell of a shit game.. What in the world were they tryin to do... If not for gerrard the great, they would not have a single shot on goal.. why is that.. Momo sissoko was power.. but i think Rafa has lost a screw.. Come on u all Pool fans out there... Go and find that screw.. Maybe u all need Owen after all.. Maybe u all need a breath of fresh air.. Maybe u all need to face MAn U to get back to Earth after that tremendous Champion league win.. Come on man.. Such a great player in gerrard and he's the one havin all the shots on targets.And where is the cow sense in puttin Cisse as a winger.. Ever seen Ruud playin winger.. Cisse is a Bellamy..or an Owen.. Ah heck.. Let them tinker their own team..Just disappointed that as A Man U fan.. Pool is not up to the mark.. oh well..Time will tell.. Seriously.. U all should Play alonso and sissoko as centre mid.. then put gerrard as attackin mid.. then put morientes alon with cisse.. 4-2-3-1 or a 4-1-3-2.. So many variety and u all play 4-3-2-1.. its not ABC...

August 13, 2005

First Impressions..Epl startin today..

I have this thing abt observin pple for no rhyme or reason.. But ultimately i think it helps when it comes to judgin a person's personality.. Its fun actually when i or u come to think abt it.. Why not go on the road and look at the person and see what gives him away.. I have this formula.. Go for the hairstyle.. Esp for girls..Actually for both lah.. I tend to look at the hair first and see how they style it.. then the other impt things..a person who has immaculately styled hair would tend to be meticulous or vain.. dependin ah.. very difficult to say all the various depictions.. But one thing's for sure.. a girl's boobs does not show her true personality but rather how she exhibits or rather carries herself that is more impt.. One thing that builds other pple's confidence in u is Posture.. I know it coz my posture used to be quite bad.. Good posture is very impt.. U know what.. U may have all the features u can want or naturally possess but ultimately how u carry it off is impt to create that first impression.. Thats why it's so fun and interestin to look at pple in the crowd.. Some may say i am a perv or dirty old horny guy(haha)but ultimately i have good intentions at heart.. Whats more fun than tryin to sense what the guy or gal in front of u is thinkin.. haha.. yeah lah..dont tell me u got other things on ur mind and got no time to think but i guess some pple arent cut out for doin such stuff.. Its fun lah.. all the more make u think more when it comes to girls.. haha.. Oh well.. EPl season is startin and first impressions is tat of surprises and intense competition.. I hope that this EPL season will go on to prove that Money does not buy success!! Pls prove it wrong.. U need form, luck and right tactics to win a game..U dont buy the goals.. My prediction for the EVerton Man U match tml is Man U to win 3-1..

Fri Night..Everyones schoolin..

Wow.. Ndp's over.. I am due for alot of off days for the next few days.. Good news rite.. I got Sat to Mon break.. Just caught up with Sunny.. He is studyin at Nus.. EEE..he got a hp and the still the same gf.. hope to keep in contact with him.. Aman and Rohit are there as well.. Asked him abt the "scenery" over there.. He said all the girls were nerdy includin the Indian girls as well.. maybe he was lookin in the wrong direction and also maybe also that he is taken already.. haha.. Girls and non singaporean males are schoolin.. Gettin used to new friends and environments.. Uni life is beginnin for them.. Hope they can live it up..

August 10, 2005

My Ndp Story..

Well.. What can i say to myself at the end of the day.. I went from presidential car door opener to prime minister to minister and to finally nothin at all.. So basically my involvement in Ndp was to my benefit.. Eatin all the KFCs, gettin the fun pack and all the other souvenirs.. oh well.. at least i can say i was involved in some of the rehearsals.. but ultimately the SEcurity branch stepped in to say that they did not require a PIA aka door opener to open the doors for the ministers .. Oh well.. At least i had no regrets.. But my story of Ndp is indeed somethin i wont forget.. haha..

August 09, 2005

Rio signs..haha..Happy BDAE Spore!!

Good news to hear on a tues morning.. Rio signs a 4 year contract with man U.. that will only mean he is in a greater position to get the captaincy which i think he should deserve any time soon.. Hmm.. Its country's bdae today man.. I am goin to do one heck of a job as a carpark door attendant at the supreme court..I will be sharp with my salutin and cuttin down.. Just u wait and see.. The 8 ministers who call upon my spot will have not seen such precise and sharp salutin in their whole life and in years to come.. Oh well.. Happy Bdae Spore.. 40th.. hmm.. i wonder whether girls make better door openers than guys.. dont think so.. coz they salutin wont look as fierce and awe-strikin as guys.. Haha.. Anyway.. have to book in at 1115 at the great PADANG.. hope to get some good food and fun..

August 08, 2005

mon night..Man U doin right things..

Just finished readin the newspapers for the past few days and catchin up with soccernet..my man u sold phil neville and goin to sell kleberson..I am glad they are doin such a thing man.. Good to see that the overloaded midfield is finally gettin rid of its fringe players.. First it was nicky butt who was good but not fortunate enough coz he was fightin with roy keane in his hey days.. Sad case though.. Good to see him in Birmingham.. Makes me want to watch these blue team play.. Then they lost djemba the clown. Haha.. He is physical but doesnt have the biggest balls in the midfield and not big enough to rule the midfield.. Good to see him go aston villa.. Will trouble the manager.. whether to sell him or use him as a ballpeeker.. Phil and kleberson are two efficient players.. the former being very consistent and the latter being a shrewd passer.. but now all these shit done and all sees me with the future of Man U goin the right way.. The future of the centremidfield lies in the hands of darren fletcher, liam miller with a fatter body, rooney, maybe o shea and finally my no 1 bet to take roy keane.. ALAN SMITH. I always wondered what tenacious tackler and a great passer of the ball who plays soccer with a heart of steel is doin playin a strikin position.. he should get into the deep end of the play and fight and kill pple with his career threatenin tackless.. But he is not big enough to be captain. Somethin RIo will do fine provided he thinks Man U are cheatin him of a better pay elsewhere.. My No 1 formation for man u this season would be a 4-3-1-2. Van der sar in goal. Rio and Michael in centre defence. Gary and gabriel as the backs. Smith in the centre of midfield. Park to play left midfield and darren fletcher on the right. This is the were the fun comes in. Rooney,ronaldo and ruud as the forward three with rooney bein the centre of attraction.these three would be free to exchange with each other. Giggs to play as an imminent substitute. Scholes to play when fletcher is off form. These is 4 home games though.. Away games.. 4-4-2. With smith and rooney across the midfield. with park and ronaldo on the flanks. Ruud and scholes in the centre or rather solskjaer when hes back.. This will lead to rooney, ronaldo or scholes playin free roles.. so that smith will be there to clean up the debris. See what happens on tues night for their third round qualifying.. The future seems bright in Liverpool,Newcastle and Tottenham. And i would like the 4 wingers in chelsea to get beaten and bruised at the end of every game no matter how elusive they are!! HAha. We will see..

Ndp coming.. Flashbak..to the past yr is in the order.

Haha.. Never knew time will fly so fast man.. First 9 weeks bmt.. then posted to mowbray camp.. That was somewhere near march... now its august.... and guess what.. time does fly when u are doin diff things everyday.. all though i must my PIA life is incomparable to the drill squad.. Openin doors wherever it may be.. in a carpark or in front of the whole freakin parade is the same coz i am openin the door for some big shot from singapore all the same.. I guess i just take what i get.. PIA.. Provost IN Attendance.. Considerin PIA sounds like a nice acronym.. it merely means that provost who are state guards are present to open doors for a big shot of the singapore government.. Prestige is there man for 2 year soldiers like us.. Haha.. Guess what i just diverged from my main topic.. ah .. Ndp.. Mp.. Pia.. At carpark. .minister of states.. 16 of them.. Hmm.. i got a good job coz of my height and my ethnicity.. and some luck due to the big shot wantin a non chinese to open doors.. ahah.. Hmmm.. Could still remember that day.. but life's fun and i think i am goin to make it more and more enjoyable as time flies by.. such that i feel sad for the girls that they have to enter uni so fast and brin their short workin life back to track.. and get back to the old ways of makin friends and usual school routines of skippin classes.. and all the time required to dress up..Back then in jc... I had this concept abt college guys and girls.. U cant be one of those collegers if u didnt have a pricey water bottle, a slack bag, ankle socks, the hairstyle and that lazy yet so call cool walk.. girls had it all the same.. IT was the idea that college was the time to outgrow ur usual useless self and become an emblem of a jc student.. Hmmm.. I never became one i guess.. Coz u know why.. i will probably be the best out there.. when i put my mind to it. no one stops me.. Haha.. No ah.. Just that i wasnt interested in doin so.. Coz friends around were not fooled by these fashion.. Although some of my classmatees back in 0303 under the eve ho were.. Haha.. Mrs Evangeline Ho.. Brings back memories.. The symbol of the ignorance.. Could not give a damn abt us students.. u know why.. she was livin in her own world.. thinkin that every batch comes and goes just like a factory where there is a batch that enters at regular intervals and she is merely the supervisor that ensures that the batch does not go bad although some did and yet they turned out fine.. cheers.. dont think i wanna dwell too much on the teachers coz the guys and girls that i met there were indeed more worth it..Aiyah.. Ndp coming.. Haha.. Goin to open doors in the carpark man..Went from presidential door opener to prime ministerial door opener to car park door attendant.Laugh all u want coz it is the fun of politics.. U cant be the top if u dont show it.. I am goin to do one heck of a JOB as an CArpark car door attendant.. Here we go..

August 07, 2005

gaze of a girl..

Sometimes i wonder whats this with the power of a girls radar.. I was walkin in a train standin alone.. then i saw this girrrl with that "lethal look" and power appearance.. haha.. dont know how to put it.. Well she caught my attention that is.. So there i was starin at her thru the crowd.. Then POOOM!! she turned into my direction thru the crowd into my eyes.. Wow.. whats that... Her sudden turn sort of threw me backwards hittin another girrl at the back of me..haha. no ah.. i am not that fortunate.. haha.. Hmm.. whats with the power of a girl to find the gaze of a guy lookin at her.. hmm.. its like moments like me more eager to look at girls to see how efficient is their radar!! comin to think of it..with me being observant and all..I also tend to sense tat someone has their eyes on me.. haha.. maybe its a human thing.. i should try this human radar thing more often.. i might never know.. If i gaze was to strike some girls stare.. then if her attention is mine for that short moment.. that moment could stretch into a few moments.. seconds.. half a minute.. a minute.. then maybe a slap or just a smile.. Risk the slap for that smile or risk that smile for a slap... Hmm.. this is a tough one.. I guess practise is somethin that i need now.. since i am in the army now..Might as well spend some time explorin my social life.. Slap or smile.. Choose to lose or pick 2 get tricked.. haha.. To grasp that gaze of a girrrl..

1208am..

Hmm.. Never knew that i will start a blog.. but i guess I just felt like doin one.. Haha.. Ndp comin this tues.. Will be openin door for a few ministers.. In the carpark of all places.. I wonder why..Maybe just maybe i could have opened the door for the president or prime minister in front of the hundreds and thousands of Singaporeans.. Hmm..Ahh damn it.... Why in the hell would i want to screw up a NDP parade becoz of my lack of confidence.. whats done is done and done cannot be undone.. Hmm. Life's made up alot of dones and undone comin to think of it.. Guess what. Today saw waldy at a bedok hawker centre by chance.. Coz my gaze was caught upwith two girrrls at the other end who were all dressed up prim and proper then there was simple mr armani waldy joe.. Came crashin down to earth.. haha.. i love sayin things that dont make sense.. i think this blog will be great for me already.. haha.. oh well..