Somehow or rather.. its been up and down for me for this weekend and past few hours... Feel like i am on the verge of a major breakdown.. Played soccer on sat morning.. Scored a few powerful goals.. Yeah man.. they were great goals.. cutting in from the left and directin the shot to the extreme end of the goal post.. Felt really good to sharpen my goalscoring touch.. Anywya.. guess what happened on sun evening..
Playin soccer with my neighbourhood khakis.. was doing well.. sprayin a few good passes here and there.. then this uncle came from behind me and stamped on my ankle..Now.. this uncle.. u might be 40 plus years old.. have a few kids.. but u dont know a shit abt the game of football.. U have no right to play soccer and be a hazard to other players who have been playing the game for countless number of years.. in my case 15 odd years.. and inflict a month long injury on me.. come on la.. it hurts really bad now.. cant even say anything to him.. he is an uncle.. he doesnt know what he was doing.. he was only playin the game coz his 2 kids were playing.. so uncle.. u better watch out the next time u play.. u might just end up on the dance floor.. coz soccer is not ur thing.. u look more like those KTV singer.. aiyah.. go and sing ur songs and wahtever.. dont let me see u playing on the same pitch as me again.. i wont let u play then..
Anyway.. guess what. happened today.. driving down the PIE today travelling at the speed of light.. nah.. at around 50 km/h.. this asshole of an indian.. just cut into my lane..right infront of my eyes without any signal.. Now guess what i did.. I struck the horn.. braked... and swerved to the left to avoid a crash successfully.. Congrats.. i have been promoted to the category of semi pro F1 racing car driver.. On one hand.. i felt really pissed off and felt like pumping 3 bullets into his car tyres.. let the other car tyre be his sole consolation..But then again.. I felt good.. I achieved something.. I felt like i have been drivin for years.. I felt like i have made it.. I can do without my P plate.. I can drive like a pro. Its always good to look at everythin from a postive point of view..Worst case scenario: I could have been on the hospital table.. Best case scenario: I could have been on Singapore's Greatest Escapes..
Anyway.. this thought has been goin thru my mind very recently.. i just feel that sometimes i feel very close to my classmates.. sometimes i feel very lost.. as in suddenly i feel like i dont know them.. suddenly i feel like they dont know me.. i mean we have spent the last 7 weeks together.. but then.. it just seems to everybody that the last 7 weeks were just an excuse to hang around together.. this is not right.. this is terrible.. maybe i expect everyone to be as candid and honest abt themselves as i am.. U know how it goes rite.. Just because u look like ultimate frisbee.. u should not expect everybody else to like the game as well..
There is something holding back everybody la.. they seem to be puttin on a facade.. or a face.. or a show.. everybody is hiding their true colours.. their true personalities.. their true character.. and this really makes me think.. what can be the reason for them to be holding back.. i mean i hate puttin on a show.. i never fail to expose my flaws and weaknesses.. One thing i have learnt from interactin and just being with friends and not so close friends.. "Always be honest from the start.. coz u never know till what extent that friendship might develop into..".. U never know.. Well for me as of now.. I am going all out to expose everyone's true colours!!! whether they like it or not!!! m9 on the prowl once again..
